Saturday, August 13, 2011

Stressed...

This morning sarted just like any other, but after running few errands ( and spending some money on things we needed) I realized several things...
- We haven't been able to save much if any money in the last several months
- I don't know how we will ever pay off our creditcard debt ( not really much but seems like alot to us)
- I don't know how we are going to pay Jeff's school loan payments when the time comes( that time is comming quicker and quicker as he is finishing his schooling)
-We will probably not get out of apartment ( rental) living for several more years
-We have very little food storage/ emergency preparedness items ( or the money to creat much)
-And hopefully we don't have to put having a second child on hold for a little longer.

I realize these are problems/ issues that we all face a one time or another, but it all hit he at the same time this afternoon.
I am very greatful for the opportunity I will have to go to the temple for my cousins endowment session in a couple weeks. I will be able to ponder these issues and hopefully come up with some answers and guidance. I have not been for several months, constantly making up excuses. I really just don't like going by myself.

Now that I have typed all these things I actually feel a bit more relaxed.

I am truly greatful for my two most wonderful gifts and how much we all love each other and support each other in trying times!


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